1.2.03
at my grandparents' house now...feeling so sleepy after rounds and rounds of blackjack, poker, dai dee [think that's how it's spelt right?] etc etc. feeling so bloated and fat oso. haix. all the mass runs gone down to waste...must make up for it when the cny hols are over...aniwaez, i dun haf time to study liao...think the tests are going to be shitty...esp since i've got footdrill with the sec 1s on tuesday...so that leaves me without any time to study for my dearest chemistry test. haix. serves me right also la..cos i just dun feel like studying during the festive period..who does anyway right? listening to "at the beginning" now....this song just sparks off many many memories of f5...cos it was sung at the farewell....*sobz*...seems like such a long time ago. dun like her anymore, but just kinda miss her la..after all, it was a year of liking her. still in the process of getting adapted to life in sch without her...i realli wonder how i could let another person replace her so easily though...when i was reading r&j today....it realli reflected romeo...how he conveniently switched from rosaline to juliet...very impulsive and immature. but yet i'm doing almost exactly what he did...? seems like Shakespeare is, very ironically, painting a self-portrait of me with the character of Romeo. wadehell. [yashira, i think i need your opinions on this...somehow i didn't see this similarity in character trait till now. haha.]
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31.1.03
had a nice time during reunion dinner...gambling and playing cards...[a routine which we strictly follow each year, haha] today going there again....more ppl will be there this time. hmmz...other than that, nothing much happened...just that i realised suddenly that i'm doing things which i should not be doing....can feel as if i'm undergoing a metamorphosis. must be more conscious and careful abt whad i'm doing mann, before things go heywire. gotta study again, haix. i hate this idea of studying during cny...and also collecting funds for the walkathon card...happy new year once again!~
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Give me my Romeo, and when he shall die,
Take him and cut him out in little stars,
And he will make the face of heaven so fine
That all the world will be in love with night
And pay no worship to the garish sun.
...and every tongue that speaks
But Romeo's name speaks heavenly eloquence.
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30.1.03
ah..finally had my much-needed and well-deserved nap. strange that i only slept for 2 hrs...probably cos i fell asleep on the sofa and the noise around woke me up. aniwaez, feeling much more energetic now. hope to do some work. my sis is here, gtg~
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so sian and lethargic. haix. didn't talk much for the whole dae again...and hardly laughed or smiled. haix. so sian. hope tonight's reunion dinner livens things up. quite a few ppl didn't come to sch today. think i should have done the same. the new year performances quite pathetic...except for some...probably cos it's in the parade square...no place to sit, had to stand summore. ended up looking at ppl along the corridors and gossiping, haha. and as usual daphne looking out for where f2 was standing...nothing interesting has taken place so far. o ya, changed blog layout again...just trying to rid my boredom by doing stupid stuff like these. going to take a nap i think...my eyes are shutting. it's strange how come i can't sleep in the night but always feel so drowsy in the day. dun tell me i'm turning nocturnal...that's totally unlike denise wong. p/s -- happy new year folks~
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had an eventful day today..hmmz, had chinese lesson...overheard somebody talking abt me, erm...onli some ppl noe who she is. then whlie i was talking to jiayi, dorcas lai..best lor..wanted to book me for my blouse being tucked out...wadehell..abit tucked out onli la...i was just recovering from the chinese lesson thingy summore. hmmz, no big deal abt that aniwaez, just affected my mood slightly for bio. mdm kwan scolded our class for not putting up new year deco...quite dumb lor, she said we didn't respect our cultural beliefs and all that....wadehell...can't we do that without decorating? didn't know it was compulsory to decorate mann?! niwaez, thats the bad stuff...then had footdrill with the darling juniors...wasn't too bad...they're quite cute and i'd say that their coordination skills are really quite good, compared to the sec 2s~ that one can realli die sometimes. then sth happened while we were briefing the sec 1s, i was somehow in a daze la..cos i was so tired....then guess who appeared??? Philene!!! Gosh lor..she finally come back to crez....best liao. was so freaked out...then i kinda went into a state of hysteria...realli. i didn't think i would be so excited after such a long time. haix. my theories have always been proven wrong lately. sux. couldn't recognize her at the first instant, stared at her for a couple of seconds before exclaiming "philene!!"..k, then the juniors thot i was siao, cos i totally couldn't control my emotions...sux again. despite it being such a long time..........i couldn't help it. haix, she wore contacts..and her hair abit different liao. so much more girlier now...ya. came back with her ex-classmate. tml cny eve can wear home clothes....kiez, i hafn't decided on what to wear....hope i can decide fast, hate being fickle but it's hard.
Why can't you show me the same amount of attention as you show to some other people? It's harsh reality but i still have to accept it. Sick.
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28.1.03
i have to stop being distracted by other thots and temptations!! argh...the comp, the phone..and everything else...and my mind just doesn't want to focus on work. worse still, chemistry. haix, trying so hard to get started on the workbook..which is damn shitty, cos it's QA....and my dear tutor's abandoning me for this first test...and it's on QA of all things..and she asks me to "TRY MY BEST"..k lor...i was like, "okay, i'll try my best... '_' " wadehell lor...i'll probably flunk it...or just survive. aniwaez, i'm still so lazy. heck~ tml got mass run plus pe..i feel like chopping ms tay up..k..my muscles are still hurting............no comments. sian, gotta go offline asap. cya
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27.1.03
started off with a bright and cheery morning today...hehe...realli very satisfied...but for the rest of the dae...okok la...then during flag-raising...dorothy changed placed with terri....stood beside me and started giggling nonstop at clara who was commanding...wadehell..was controlling damn hard not to see her shaking body and at the same time to prevent myself from laughing..cos the moment i start, i cant stop. and yes, the consequences are terrible...moreover, janet lee and other tchrs standing at the side...so that's for the morning...and we had spot-check of cos...and so many ppl kenna...just wonder y the discipline ppl are so strict nowadays. hmmz...then had PE!~ suckz...ms tay hwee lin....you're damn bias and irritating lor....dun wish to tok abt it further....then had eng test...was quite okay...then chinese test, that's when i started getting irritated..wadehell lor...the compre was so difficult....so i started scribbling like mad...and i think it kinda resembled abby's handwriting? haah..no offence la, but it did look like it. i was so mentally drained after that...lost my appetite...walked straight out of the classroom after passing up my paper...couldn't stand sitting there any minute longer....then didn't eat lunch...had lit lesson...coudln't concentrate a single bit...was so tired and drained....started uttering rubbish abt benvolio when it was supposed to be mercutio..think i'm a bit siao liao la. haix....
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